Metamorphasis

Man.....life...I wonder...could it take me under...Nah....no way!! It has been brought to my attention...that Tanya has a real bad habit....I mean this habit tops all of the bad habits she has had....her entire life...and that is dwelling on what could have been and what could have done...I am what I like to call a dreamer....the thing with me is ...I don't dream about unrealistic things. So I decided what the hay...let's put it on paper.....when things are on paper....they seem to manifest....kind of like a mini contract with myself. So I sat down and made a list of all the things I want to do in my life time....and I plan on crossing each one of them off the list one by one. I use to think that things had to be done by a certain time....by a certain age....but honestly none of those things apply....it's just that things have to be done a certain way ...and that way is a hard way...but a well walked...well earned...god paven way....

I also copped some pics of things that I would like to have ...places I would like to see....people I would like to meet...and I put them on my wall....so every morning when I get up....i read my motivational scripture...and right next to it is my list of things to do and pics of my dreams....

I learned that no one....no one person...no one thing can motivate me beyond God...so I have to start taking care of self...look out for me in the near future..... people have told me that I would achieve and accomplish great things....they were able to see things in me that I could never really see....but its all coming center fold for me...my understanding.....stay tuned...

Posted by Butterfly Epiphany on Monday, September 18, 2006 at 6:25 PM | Permalink